Monday, February 28, 2011

Ocean Song

Another great song.
Jessica's voice isn't the greatest (or at least there are a few notes that makes me scrunch my nose), but the words... I love.

How can they say that You're not real?
You're in the wind, the waves.
You're all I feel.
You're everything I'm searching for 
And everything I see.
So how can they say there's no God... 
When You're changing me?


Friday, February 25, 2011

Confession

I have watch the UTMI promo video.... um... at least 75 times in the last two weeks. Seriously! (...I hope I'm not underestimating.)

I play it repeatedly when I'm getting ready in the morning or when cooling off after running. Sometimes, I play it at night as well, to get myself in the "pumped" mood. I love the music. I love the wording. I love John's voice... it's genuine. I am loving the sights, the people's and children's faces, their eyes, their smiles. I also play it to relieve myself of fears. [YEP! Those nasty, little thoughts are still plaguing my mind. It won't stop. It's relentless. Just pray for God to wrap those fears in heavy duty seran wrap...that way, they can exist all they want to, but you know Who can been them under wraps!

Lately

You know, I have had more free time this week... and it has been on of my "busier" weeks in a while. Why is that??

I have not posted anything lately and do not have time to now. Hopefully, I will catch everyone up to speed by Monday.

"The Father's Heart"

Love this song:

When the walls close in around me
Let Your glory light the darkness of my night
When the suffering's all that I see
May I walk with You by faith and not by sight

On the throne of sweet surrender
I have nothing but to offer You my life
Greater love I have not found it
Oh by mercy You have eased this troubled mind
Open hearted I will search and I will find



Monday, February 21, 2011

All You MET Folks

Hey, you! You South people that are pursuing a degree in meteorology...

I just checked in to work (well, actually at 9:30am). I am on swing shifts, meaning that I do not have to conform to the normal routine... I basically float around and do what needs to be done, work/finish a project that someone requests, or work on training stuff.

Guess what I'll be doing mainly today, since no one is in the office to tell me what to do otherwise?

COMET modules. Mmmhmm! They don't go away! (Bwahahahaha  - an echoing evil laugh)  :(

Sunday, February 20, 2011

A Must See

Little (potentially) unknown fact about Jaclyn Elise Tisdale: 

I own more surfing videos than movie-like videos. I am so drawn to eye-candy images, the fluid movements of the surfer on the most unstable waves, barrelling massive tubes of water with the spray blinding you and the sounds of pounds of crashing water blasting your eyes, and the music is typically good as well.


I also am a subscriber to Surfer Magazine. Haha. Oh, poor little Mississippi girl with a West-coast-beach-bum heart. There was an advertisement on one of the pages about 4-5 years ago about this new video called "Noah's Arc." I was skimming over it and discovered it was about a group of surfers whose lives were changed. Interested in it, I asked for it for Christmas... and got it.

This is my all-time favorite surf movie to date. The surfers are real guys, pro-athletes that have competed on the 'CT and WCT (world championship tour) along with the all-time greats like Andy Irons and Kelly Slater. I know you have at least heard of Slater's name... hopefully. But these group of guys, that totally lived up the typical surfer lifestyle of surf and partying, felt the emptiness in their lives. It all started with one guy inviting a few of the guys to church... a simple invite. One by one, they all felt the Lord speaking to their hearts and totally gave their lives to him. This action not only affected the small group they hung out with, but it also strengthened a few guys' relationships with the Lord and even trickled down to a few of their Floridan friends. [Side note: CJ Hobgood happened to be one of them... another one of my favorite pros.]

The music is a 10. The storyline is so well put together (a 10)... starting off with an old guy explaining how he shapes boards, and how each board has a specific purpose.... only to finish the movie with how these guys, just like his boards, all have a specific purpose and how God puts dreams in our hearts for us to follow. The images are great. And it is produced by a Christian surf organization called Walking on Water.

If you're bored, if you not bored. If you have nothing to do. If you are longing for the beach (like me). If you have a free afternoon or just need background sounds for a project you are working on... THIS IS THE MOVIE TO WATCH. It makes me want to purchase a surf board (my dream...??), go to the beach, get to know the people around me, and give them a copy of the movie... and sit back and watch God work.

Noah's Arc:  http://www.walkingonwater.com/films/noahs_arc

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Cravings

There are two things that my soul is missing right now. "Soul?" Yes! I do not feel well without them: (1) a trip to the beach and (2) Frederick.

(1) Wow! This warm weather is warping my mind. My beach, Orange Beach/Gulf Shores/ Perdido Key (...only with Fred, of course), is 3 hours away. But I am nearing drug-addic stage and will do anything to get my fix. I have been playing beachy, tropical-type music. Surf vidoes have been playing. I got a simple, little beach cover-up dress from target a few weeks ago and wear it while getting ready in the mornings. Ha! I almost put on my swimsuit today (with the cover up on) to clean up the apartment. I wanted to go sit outside and soak up the sun. I just want to see that massive body of water that I love so much, to hear its remarkable sounds, watch the repetitive motions of waves going in and out, smell the salty air, run my fingers and toes in the grainy sand, and even taste that Gulf water... ah. I'm in love and a portion of my heart lies there.

(2) Wow! It has been two weeks since I've seen Fred... with the last time only lasting one hour before work and then 2-3 hours after. That's not long enough! Time goes by slowly, and I always look forward to his calls. Hearing his voice is usually sufficient to keep the cravings at bay, but this week it has done nothing but allowed the waters to flood over the "miss you" bank. I will see him next Friday or Saturday, but even that seems like an eternity away. It is nice to have a close goal... but it can't come soon enough. I have given a few things over to the Lord, attempting to put more trust in Him and not myself or my wants, and it has resulted in a boost of feelings for Fred. It's crazy to think about, but my feelings continue to grow stronger. Distance sucks, but absense does make the heart grow fonder.

So doctor, doctor! Give me the news. I've got a bad case of missing you!

Spooked

It's 4:45. My face looks like death, so I venture outside to the car to get my cake-up (aka make up) bag. It is dark, severely foggy, and I can only see the slight glimmer of light from the moon. It is quiet... semi-erie. I walk to the car, making consistent 360 scans to make sure that some rabid, Fringe-type creature does not run at me. I did good. I got the car, got the bag, locked the car, and proceeded back to the DAC.

"Boom-pop-swish" ... some unforeseen noise is heard in the unlighted area about 20 feet from the door. Adreneline kicked in, and I almost took off like track/field star Marion Jones fighting for the gold medal. But I did not, thinking "Jaclyn, you're a big girl." I calmly came back in and ran to lock all three doors... just in case there was a crazed creature in the brush waiting to end my life.

It did not help that the security guy was in the office earlier, telling me his former New Orleans cop stories. Stories about guns and shooting and weird deaths and people getting kids hooked on drugs then exploiting them on the streets... those types of things were being pumped in my ear. (The guy told me that he was bored, and he must have been. He only talked for 15-20 minutes!) He told me about the weirdest death he had seen. 

"We found this body on the streets. It was the weirdest thing. All of the blood was drained from its body. And the only puncture wounds found.... were on the victim's wrist. (knowing he was thinking vampire) We went into the coroners when we dropped off the body. ...never heard what happened."

I just was like, "Hmm. Strange stuff." I would not put it past anybody to do such things to make people believe crazy stuff, but Matt informed me that the security talks a lot of gibberish. Anyway, now I'm alone in the office with two stupid printers that randomly fire up and make me think that the door is opening. (sigh) One more hour and counting....

Friday, February 18, 2011

Mt Everest Relocation

Did you hear? Do you know? What? You didn't see the headline this morning. It's been all over the news!

Mount Everest Relocated
Yeah, crazy huh? So where did it go?

...... on the middle of my left cheek. Yeah. Yes ma'am and yes sir. A mega-bump is in process of wreaking havoc on the superficial aspects of my life. (hmmm, now wasn't that a cool sentence) It must have popped up last night while I was at work, that trixy little/big guy. When I got up this afternoon, it had the resemblance of Everest. I guess a local must have seen me on the way home this morning and called all of the news organizations. But people, let us not freak out. It was a simple mistake. Now, back to your lives. And... goodnight.

You Give Me Fever

I'm seriously sick... sick with Beach Fever!  Goodness gracious. With all of the warmth, sunshine, and thoughts of everything turning green and colorful... the beach is calling my name. No! Screaming it. (sigh) It's relentless.

So in leau of the above, tropical fever music is what the doctor ordered to ease the pain. It's semi-working for the time being:


Momentary Set-Back

To bring you up-to-date, I have been wanting to go to Uganda for a while now. Trips were always scheduled during the middle of the semester or during finals... But now, now I have no excuses. Knowing this, I put my thoughts and hopes into potentially going this time. I asked Ashley if she wanted to go (not thinking there would be a chance), and she responded, "yes."

At this point, it was all-on fear. I had committed myself (or so I thought). I mean, if Fred had decided to go or anyone else I invited, I would be in the same boat. It is not like I am some kind of recruiter, signing loved ones up and backing away myself. And the fear was not about "being committed," but it was about not having that comfortable cushion that "Ehh, I can always change my mind." But that comfort zone could also spread through the rest of my life as well: "Ehh, this relationship with Fred is not perfect enough for me. I could always just drop him and move on." "Ehh, I don't feel like getting up at 4:30am in the morning for work. I don't have to go today or the next or ever." "Ehh, I'm not satisfied with those at home. It's not like I have to waste my time to go back ever again." "Ehh, church takes up my precious time, my days off. It's not like I have to go every Sunday. I mean, God will still have my back just the same." Or worse... "Ehh, so God has called to me live a different life, not to conform to sinful pleasures of this world.  But He knows I'm going to screw up, and He said that He will forgive me. Why not let this or that slip once or twice? I mean, I can always repent." See, not cool!

I am also terrified of telling my father. Jessica tells me that I just need to get over it, and maybe I do. He would have me live inside a bubble... much like he has and does. I love that man! If he wants to live inside the confines of Kemper and Lauderdale County, that's his choice... that's his comfort zone. I don't want to confine myself. I don't want to hide away in comfort. Ha! Even if I did (and I have. Buddy, I have), those walls will eventually crumble to pieces, much like the walls of Jericho did. But he is my father. He does love me. I do love him and try not to hurt him. It typically doesn't work out that way. I have to prep for war everytime I want to do something... much like our men and women in the military. It should not be this way, but a lot of things should not be the way they are. Pray for him. I am afraid if his heart doesn't blow out of his chest, something will hemorrhage. And he will live in fear, terrorizing/crippling fear, until we all have our feet firmly planted back on Mississippi soil.
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So my fellow co-worker walked in this morning. I haven't seen John (the Tank) Tancridi since early last week. He sat down, got settled in, and then said good morning and caught up...

- "So I hear you are traveling."
- "Yep. First time out of the country."
- "And where are you going again?"
- "Uganda."
- "Uganda? That's a dangerous (bleep) country!"
- "Yeah, John. I know all the wonderful things that could happen."
- "That country has been unstable for years. Do you know all of the risks? Those people have a tribal mentality. They don't think like us. Those men see women as nothing, and they would like a little girl like you. They parade around the country with machetes and guns. And if anything happens to you guys, don't expect the American embassy to do anything to help. Those people also have a bad history with the British, and I'm sure that they tolerate Americans... tolerate at minimum. I just want you to be aware of the risks. I know that you're an adult, and you are smart enough to reason things out. But you should know about all of it before going. Do your parents know? You have to weigh their opinions as well. If something happens to you, it's not only you it's going to affect. It's affects all of your loved ones. That's something that an adult must take into consideration before doing things like this. I'm not trying to talk you out of it (I'm trying not to roll my eyes.), but you should seriously think about this before you totally commit to going."
- "John, I'm fully aware that they can simply take me because they don't like the way I look. I could get sick from... numerous things. I know that the LRA (Lord's Resistance Army) is still out and about... those people that demolish villages just for the heck of it. My uncle has been over there numerous times over the past 5+ years. He knows pretty much the ins/out of the place, the history, the conflicts. He would not allow all of us to go if he knew that it would be too risky."
- "I just think that you should know everything before going."

I understand why John basically went off on me lecture-style. The office is full of caring people, mostly older men that served in the military. They know the dangers of the world; they've seen them. They have daughters... and are reacting like a father would with his little girl. I get that. But it was just another means of a scare tactic... another set of fears to ponder over, shake over. (sigh....) It sure was fun falling asleep this morning. But I muted those nappy thoughts with thoughts of seeing Frederick Richard next weekend!! Thank goodness for "happy places." haha.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

UTMI Promo!!!!!!

Oh my goodness! I asked Hummy (my grandpa) to make a few copies of this last night. Desperately wanting to share this with all of those that read this excuse for a blog and the copied DVD not wanting to upload, I found it on Youtube. 

Woohoo, John Harrell! Great job!

People! Watch! 

[SIDE NOTE: I only played this like 20 times while getting ready this afternoon. Excitement is growing!!]

Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Tres Canciones por la Noche

Sanctus Real "I'll Show You How to Live"

"Cuz I created your heart
That makes you feel
I am the love that makes it real
Oh, I am the One, I’m the One, I’m the One"



Switchfoot "Stars"

"Maybe I've been the problem, maybe I'm the one to blame
But even when I turn it off and blame myself, the outcome feels the same
I've been thinkin maybe I've been partly cloudy, maybe I'm the chance of rain
Maybe I'm overcast, and maybe all my lucks washed down the drain."



Jack Johnson "Angel / Better Together"

"There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard,
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things,
Like a shoebox of photographs,
With sepiatone loving."

 

Progress...

Passport sent off. Hep A/B shot: Round 1. UTMI promo videos in possession. Prayer for Ugandan presidential elections tomorrow. Jessica and I went to Hope village for some thrift-store Ugandan attire shopping on Monday.

Excitement is growing. Fear is still there, but it will be a work in progress.... and a means to draw me to closer to the only One that can overcome fear, the only One that HAS already overcome fear.

I have sooo much to do. More shots. Gathering materials. Praying about where to teach/how to be used. Lesson plans if necessary. Funding letters to be mailed and fund raisers to be planned and carried out. And so, so, so much work on myself.... so much God has to change in my heart before leaving this comfortable, stale spiritual country of ours to let God use my worthless body to show those striving to survive in a hopeless world that He loves them and wants them and how worthless their lives are without Him in their heart.

Pray for me. Pray for my stubborn heart to let go of its wants and desires. It is not going to be fun. I'm dreading telling my father of my plans... be praying about that too! haha. But seriously, there's a lot pride, selfishness, lofty expectations, and the fear of the unknown, the fear of screwing up that I need to give to God before going. Pray for God to show me (and all of the others) what He would have us tell the Ugandans. Pray for more American hearts to submit to His call to go, throw aside logic and vacation time, and sacrifice for a God that has blessed us so richly. Pray for safety. Pray that He will prepare those we speak/teach to hearts to hear His Word and be changed.

I'm shaking... I'm literally shaking. Nerves, excitement, anticipation? Who knows. I tend to shake when I step out in faith for God. (deep breath) I pray the shakes go away... but I doubt they do. Haha.

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P.S. - Those family members that read this and come into contact with Dudley Tisdale, please let me be the one to tell him. Thank you.

Saturday, February 12, 2011

At the Moment

  • I have a headache. Blah. I'm thinking it's a sinus-type headache... or it's a "I had coffee this morning" headache. Hmm. Advil anyone?
  • It was 66 when I drove into Stennis today. 66!! That's like warm! And it was sunny. And... the sun has been awake all week at the time that I get off. Woohoo for longer days!
  • That means that spring is not far behind! And summer... glorious, warm summer, full of beaches and water and running and sport-like activities!
  • Mr. Bob is my favorite at work.
  • I'm going home in less than 4 hours.
  • Monday is going to be biiiiz-see aka busy. Passport, shots (my arm/booty is already hurting), mail a package, maybe taxes. 
  • I am running at some point this weekend. And there will be pushing... to see how much work it is going to take to get back up to 5K status.
  • Azalea Trail Run? Mmmm, I can smell it! You, ATR, are going down!
  • I have had a ton of hiccups withing the past 12 hours... no clue why.
  • Back to work.....

Jam, Anyone?

This is one of my all time favorite songs. And once again for the thousandth time, this was practically the only song that I listened to on the way to work today. It is one for the car on a sunny day with the volume turned to the max (... only if your bass has already gone to pot.) Warning - this is one for the rocker's ear.


Friday, February 11, 2011

An Eeek due to Wham

So quiet office, right? I have on these shoes (that I honestly don't like.. but they are professional-attire worthy). They have these nub-of-heel heels that clunk.

I'm trying to tip-toe to prevent breaking the silence. My stupid right shoe flings off of my heel and WHAMS the floor.

Totally did the complete opposite (actually worse) of what I was hoping to accomplish. Bummer.

Another Day, Another Sunrise

Well, I actually missed the sunrise this morning... although I did see convincing evidence that it would happen again this morning.

Briefings are getting easier. I am gaining confidence in the hardest part of the brief... the synoptic situation aka the portion of the brief where I give a general description of the atmospheric conditions over the next five days. I do not like to do them. I enjoy somehow getting out of the expected day's briefing, only to realize that it will be done the following day. But it has basically become something that I just suck up and do... NIKE. My stomach still does not appreciate the thought of it, but it never likes public/spotlight-like type things.

By the way, it's Friday. Another cool, easy-going, quiet-like Friday. There is chatter from Bob, intelligent/all-knowledgeable discussions about technical things. Russell is beside me with earphones plugged in. Danielle is over at her desk, headphones in place. The rest of the men quietly at work. Every now and then, Bob throws some kind of curve ball in the form a funny/sarcastic comment or joke or pun on words. I am locked into my desk with Switchfoot quietly playing. I am really starting to like this day of the week.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

High or Low - light of the Day?

At work.

Phone rings.

"Jaclyn, it's for you."    - Russel

"Data Quality. This is Jaclyn."

..... and a brief conversation follows from a guy that I saw briefly yesterday at Skylla's quarterly meeting. This guy, a guy that once again I saw (... saw) yesterday sitting across the table (like 10 feet across from me), asks me if (1) remember him, (2) states that he typically doesn't do this kind of thing, (3) asks me if I would like to get a cup of coffee sometime.

Not wanting to hurt his feelings, not knowing who this guy is, not wanting everyone in the office to hear this random conversation (at work??)... I just told him that I have a really messed up schedule and he can look me up on facebook... and I ended it with "Well, I've really got to get back to work." That way, he can see that I'm in a relationship...and maybe (fingers crossed) get the hint that coffee is not sounding like the best idea.

At work though? Seriously? Haha.

Bob, scheduling guy, overheard me say "messed up schedule" and was like "Wow, I've never been dissed like that before." He had a smile on his face, of course. That opened up the conversation about what just happened... and he and Tracy got in on the action. Funny stuff. Weird stuff. "Ewwww" stuff.

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

The Day's Recap

  • Woke up at 8am
  • Washed dishes
  • One of two little tasks in the apartment
  • Shower... the "getting ready" process
  • Rush off to Stennis for a Skylla meeting and saw the Reinerts
  • On to the post office
  • Beautiful, sunny drive to Hattiesburg directly after
  • AC/DC, Led Zeppelin, and other classic rock n roll
  • Lunch with Alyssa
  • More Led Zeppelin and Sanctus Real back to Picayune
  • Here
  • A few more little tasks
  • Eat
  • Tylenol PM
  • Bed... hopefully by 8pm.
Good day!

Monday, February 7, 2011

Just Like the Weather

Relient K's "Sunny with a High of 75"
"We were talking together
I said, "what's up with this weather?"
Don't know whether or not
How sad I just got
Was of my own volition.
Or if I'm just missing the sun

And tomorrow, I know,
Will be rainy at best.
And the forecast, I know,
Is that I'll be depressed.

But I'll wait outside
Hoping that I'll catch sight of the sun.

[Chorus:]
Because on and off,
The clouds have fought
Their control over the sky

And lately the weather
Has been so Bi-polar
And Consequently so have I

And now I'm sunny with a High of 75
Since You took my heavy heart
And made it light

And its funny how you find
You enjoy your life
When you're happy to be alive"

Today started off good... and it had potential to be 'overcast.' Saturday and yesterday were nice and warm with anticipation of my mom coming, finally having a table in my apartment, having someone to go to church with, seeing her leave :( , Ashley coming, superbowl with her and the Haselmaiers, then seeing her leave :( . You see, I could have woke up with the thoughts, "Everyone's gone... all alone." with a boohoo mindset, BUT twas not the case.

I decided to sleep in until 9am, because I have been soo tired lately. I got up, took a shower, took my sweet time getting ready, straightened up, left for errands... Post office, gas; I-59S to Slidell - picking up a bridesmaid dress, Target, even Pier 1 Imports; I-59 N to Picayune - Winn Dixie, State Farm Insurance and car insurance quotes... blah.

Then... discussing insurance, health care, payments with my dad. :(
Then... hearing Fred won't be stopping by any during the next 2 weeks... no birthday visit, no Valentines, nada. :(
Then... telling Jessica that her visit is called off because I simply forgot that SeCAPS is the same weekend she wanted to come. :( :(

I seriously just felt the affects of this cold air rushing back in. Quite frankly, it sucks.

Irritating

So I'm watching Wheel-Of-Fortune. It's their lovey-dubby week apparently, so they are introducing each couple... husband and wife.

First couple - married x-amount of years.
Second couple - married 10 months.
Third couple - married for 2 months. But the real kicker... they had dated 9 years before the guy "knew that she was the one."

Excuse me, 9 years?? No freaking way would I wait that long. If you don't know long before nine years, then "Buh-bye."

I do realize that everyone's love story is different with different time frames and the like, but seriously? Get over your fears. No one is perfect. The next person will be better in some ways than the prior, but they will have problems and get-on-your-nerves qualities as well. There are so many people these days that are terrified of commitment, and it is simply irritating. Be a man. Be a women. Take some responsibility.

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Waimea Bay, HI

Working... and done with tasks for this shift. So I'm feeling Hawaii and found this:


And.. If you would like to see what the weather/ocean (ie. wave and swell height) conditions have been recently, check out NDBC's site.
http://www.ndbc.noaa.gov/station_page.php?station=51201

Not My Favorites

There are two phrases that get under my skin...

1.  "You are quiet."  I get other versions of this as well, like: "You haven't said 2 words." "You haven't made a peep all day." Or the latest from my boss, "You sure are the quietest watch stander that we've had. I'll say that for sure." I won't lie. It's irritating. I have to warm up to things before I am completely myself. And plus, if everyone had their mouths wide open and their lips flapping... would it be more or less pleasant?

2. "Sweetie."  You hear this term in the South quite often, but there are times when people say it to me... and I realize that they just lowered by age by 3-6 years. I am made up of short stuff, so I understand the unacquainted public to think of me as much younger. Haha, it can be demeaning though. I usually laugh after they or myself is out of the "I can still hear you" zone. Sometimes I just glare at them as they walk away or randomly make the comment, "I'm not a sweetie." Oh, my. One day, one day it will be a compliment.

Mr. Wickham's True Love

Friday, February 4, 2011

Nostalgia

So I knew that I had it good the past couple of years, but wow. Did I have it great?

I have really been missing "the college life" recently. I went to class (and enjoyed it) and was around people my age. The main responsibilities I had was do homework and make good grades... and work a little to pay for my food and gas and anything else needed/wanted. I had afternoons to do whatever with whoever.

There were many lazy Saturday nights spent at the Grove with Fred, watching movies, eating his wonderful macaroni and cheese, beef dijon, homemade pizza, or pulled pork. Oh, those early mornings that started with Fred's amazing chocolate chip (sometimes white chocolate as well) pancakes. No syrup necessary! Movies... Lord of the Rings, Airplane, Naked Gun(s), etc. Many-a-Sunday afternoons, Monday and/or Thursday nights, watching football... Steelers or whatever other interesting game was on. There was even basketball games watched. Oh, and Mass Effect 1 and 2. LOST... LOST... and most LOST. Studying for dynamics, synoptic, and for many other classes together. And Madden 2010.... along with frustration, triumphant returns dashed by ruthless drives down the field, yelling, whining, more whining, slapping the bed and pillows, wicked laughter from Fred in his computer chair, consistent/relentless pushing of the same button after "throwing in the towel," men diving into the ground and missing tackles because I simply am dyslexic and pushed the wrong button, losing games in an embarrassing manner, follow-up suck-up hugs to ease "the pain of losing." Wow! Good times. I sure Sam thoroughly enjoyed my fussing... (sorry, Sam). I miss seeing that fellow Fatty in the room and bugging him in his room... and making fun of what he was eating.

Starbucks with Ashley. Doing laundry with Ashley. Staying up way, way too late talking... discussing problems, laughing over stories told and over nonsense. Knocking on the wall when one of us were in the bathroom...Hmm. I know, weird, but that's how we rolled. Cooking in the dorm... only to have the electricity go out on you. Speaking of which...

Beta 4 101 - what a room! So many great memories. Random 4th roommates, freezing cold temperatures that we could not control, punk boy neighbor that loved his bass, venturing outside with Miranda to confront punk boy... her peeping into his window, he looks back, she tears off back to the room, Ashley and I sprint right behind her. Luckily, he didn't follow us back to the room to harass us. Miranda, such a cool girl, doesn't put up with crap. The bass-booming got so loud one night, she called the campus police to report it because she couldn't sleep. Sleep... and random fire alarms due to girls above us cooking/burning things. These alarms would go off at the worst times.. in the cold, the rain, the mid of night! Early one morning, the alarms went off, and Miranda hid under her bed. She was not going outside haha. I was literally taped in my room one night by Miranda and Fatty Sam. I was on the phone with Jessica forever, and I kept hearing loud, weird noises. After giggling was heard, I open up the door and discover what was really going on. Fun stuff! They cut out a "door" for me. Haha. Surprise birthday with cookie cake and streamers for Miranda one night. NFL network games and NFL draft picks meant Fred would come over, food was purchased... OH! And the draft was after Oozeball typically. Oozeball? The most awesome sport ever! Volleyball in the mud... cold mud on a spring morning just before classes were out for the summer. Gosh, I miss it.

I realize it! Rambling is what I am doing at this point. I know... oops.

I took off work one night because Fred had invited me to his USA symphony-type thing (for a lack of correct terminology). Like I said, I was down to work but switched after hearing how disappointed he was that I would not be able to come. (This was before we were dating.... or even talking, if you would like to call it that.) I went but really didn't want to go by myself. Sam, Fatty to the Rescue (bum bum bum!), went with me. It was a cold, rainy night. We parked way out and had to walk in the rain. When we got to the door, Sam opened it and held it open for me. I, being fully aware of my surroundings, closed my umbrella and slung the mess out of it behind me... to shake off the excess water. Sam was like, "Jaclyn!" I turned around to see a guy, trying to hurry in the door out of the rain... and realized that I just shook all that water right in his face! Oops! I apologized. Sam laughed hysterically... and we laughed about it for many days after. Oh, Sam. Sam also went with me to get Fred's surprise birthday cake. Sam had planned everything to a tee (and totally caught Fred off-guard. Great job, Sam!), and I was in charge of the cake. We went to Brunos... the way-out-of-the-way Brunos. Why? Because I tend not to use my brain sometimes. But I'm glad we went there! The lady that took our cake order was hilarious! She could NOT understand my name for the life of her. After repeating it literally 4-5 times (I believe I spelled it too), she wrote down Tinsdale. And you know what? "She don't know nutin' about dem cakes!" ... but the lady that made the cake did an awesome Star Wars themed cake.

I loved pulling back up to the dorm after class! I would sometimes just sit in the car, roll down the windows, open the sunroof, study, call family, just hang out by myself and enjoy the warmth and sounds of outside. Sonic was another get-away place, but it also served as a great place to be with getas and friends as well. Limades became a tradition after flag-football games. Flag-football games!! Oh, how I miss them! Clinton and Brian, Dennis, Ashley, Miranda, Fred... so many good friends, good times, fun games, great wins,... and a knock-out, abuse-bruise courtesy of Brian and myself colliding. But Brian still caught the ball! I hated those freezing cold nights that we had to play at 8-9:30pm with the wind blowing and muddy, wet fields. But how I would give up so much to be back in that position.

I miss seeing sweet people in class every day. William in calculus, Lew and having paper chunked in my face because he was talking..., Corey and waiting on the Jagtran to go to physics, Dr. Connors and his awesome humor at 8am four days a week, all of my main MET classes full of the favorites and laughter and Fred's craziness... cracking everyone up, Clinton and his hilariously arrogant weather predictions, Ariel in Synoptic... rolling her eyes and huffing & puffing when class drugggg on, Geta Ashley pushing my desk up just to annoy me. Oh! Tropical discussion... even more good times these same great people. I miss walking to class. I miss parking at the Mitchell Center. I miss BCM and friends there. I miss BCM lunches and outings.

Running... running after class, running in the Rec Center when the weather turned cold, running around the intramural fields early, early in the morning with Brian, Fred, and Miranda, running around campus, shortcuts haha, feeling of satisfaction when you were finished, showering at Fred's place then watching TV the rest of the night... or whatever other activity (like studying) needed to be done. Setting a crazy, kind of scary goal... the Azalea Trial Run in late March. Waking up at the crack of dawn, driving downtown, forgetting to get our numbers..... lame!, running... literally... away from anyone that might pull us out of the race that we paid/trained for due to the lack of a numbered badge, Fred staying with me the entire time and pushing me not to stop... love that day. We met up with Brian, Nissi, and William after the race. We saw other people from South. We went back, showered, ate brunch at Waffle House. I went to work, and Fred picked me up after work to bring me back to his place to hang out. Great day!

Ok... I must finish this later. It has become entirely too long. For those of you that I went to college with, I love you guys! I miss you guys! I miss those times...  For those of you that did not, college life is amazing. I hope these random stories and memories can spark your imagination enough to allow you to place yourself in my shoes and enjoy those memories like they were yours. College... I miss you.

Days Like This...

I am loving days like today:

Cold and rainy (even freezing?) but cozy office and warm cup o'joe
Easy going... laid back
Boring brief, which is always nice
Mellow mood and Jack Johnson playing while I work
Quiet office with random conversations and humor
Radar up, watching home and here
Weirdly enjoying this winter weather excitement but loving thoughts of spring and summer

Ahhhh.

Can't Wait

I cannot wait until tonight... until I get to crawl into bed and fall asleep! Oh, boy! Please hurry!